First tete a tete with the baby

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I simply cant believe its been an year today with You..... YOU, my dear girl , my heart, my soul, my life,...
I never thought someone could change my life upside down,..the way you did.
My principles, priorities , likes and dislikes changed...And All of it was done so beautifully  and poetically and I could never complain. You are a magic to me. I am in a spell and I have no desire to come out of it.

While going through my journal today, I found the below,...my first letter to you while you were still inside me. I don't know if I will turn out to be a decent mother for I have so many shortcomings.
But I promise you again, that I will Try my best.

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Hello Baby,

This is mama's first letter to you.

It was today morning at 5 am that I and your papa found out about you.

I was first in disbelief., impulsive as always but your papa the more perseverant one, waited on and talked sense to me. Soon the two vertical bars appeared in purple dye and confirmed your existence.

I love you. As much as I love your Papa. I love your Papa more than anything else in this world and am proud to carry his baby. His and mine. I hope you grow up to emulate him.

To feel to have a part of him living inside me completes me.

I am not an ideal lady. I am flawed and imperfect. I am not sure if I am worth you. But I will give you all the love and all the happiness that I would be able to provide in my capacity and perhaps beyond. I am sure your papa would reciprocate the same.

Love,

Mumma,